I work as a...........???

Today aku nak story and brief sket pasal kerja aku. I'm an Environmental Consultant (psst...baru assisstant). Sebab ramai sangat yang tanye aku pasal kerja aku ni. Ok, firstly, as an environmental consultant, we will be appointed by the developer, contractor, planner or what ever to be as part of their project team. Projek ni lebih kepada construction la, buat rumah, buat jalan, buat resort. But, we just take part and take care of their environmental issues like how they manage their wastes whether solid waste or scheduled waste. Solid waste here are like sampah sarap, sisa2 pembinaan, kayu2, and so on. Scheduled waste ni lebih kpd minyak, chemicals dan byk lg. Then, kami akan memastikan kerja2 yg mereka lakukan tidak mengganggu 'sensitif receptor'. Sensitif receptor ni bermaksud penerima yang berisiko untuk diganggu seperti kawasan perumahan yg berdekatan dgn tapak projek, sekolah, water body like pond, lake, river/ stream. Perkara2 yg boleh dikategorikan sbg gangguan kpd sensitif receptor adalah bunyi bising (mybe from penggunaan jentera), pencemaran air oleh pelepasan sisa kumbahan yg x terkawal, pemendakan, pencemaran udara oleh habuk, erosion dan lain2 lg. Next, how they manage their sanitary system, penggunaan toilets (kalau ade buat rumah kongsi utk pekerja tu kan..mesti ade sistem kumbahan). Make sure they don't do open burning. We're not the authority or part of the authority, but we just a part of private sectors who sell our services on handling the environmental issue. Sumtimes, dari semasa ke semasa, aku akan g audit (mcm dlm gambar tu) site, dlm sebulan sekali la. Time tu aku akan round la dlm site, check diorg ni ikot peraturan ke x? hehe... Kalau aku noticed ade yg x kene cthnye longkang tersumbat dgn tanah ke, ade hakisan ke, housekeeping x memuaskan ke, aku ckpla kt client aku. Kalo x sempat ckp, aku juz amik gambar isu2 tu then write down dlm report. And selalunye bile timbul isu2 yg x memuaskan, client akan refer kt kami and tanye 'how to do?' then kami akan consult la diorg what they have to do because as a consultant we always prepare the solution and mitigation measure for any immediate issue. And that is the speciality of a consultant (x kire la consultant dlm bidang ape pon), we go for the issue and we come with the solution.

Project site must have at least temporary drain to avoid overflow...manela tau kot2 banjir plak bile ujan lebat.

Pastu kene ade silt trap, so sume drain td, flow die mesti masuk dlm silt trap ni sebelum dilepaskan ke water body yg ade kt luar kawasan projek. Silt trap means,

perangkap mendap, so nnt air yg lepas ke luar tu xdela keruh.

All exposed slope must be turfed (dlm gamba tunjuk salah satu care 'turf' dgn menanam rumput) to avoid erosion. Kalo x sempat nk 'turf' or malas nk 'turf' bole pasang 'silt fence' (yg kanvas putih tepi pagar tu) utk mengelakkan tanah yg runtuh tu berkumpul dlm longkang.

Waste bin mesti ade. Berapa besar & berapa byk bin yg diperlukan tgk kapasiti sampah yg bakal terhasil..hehehe.

Skid tank must located in a bunded area to avoid spillage...nnt bole berlaku kebakaran.....help..help..

PELAMIN ANGANKU MUSNAH

Yesterday, while i'm driving home from office i heard this song on the radio n suddenly i had my tears on my cheeck. Hati aku rase perit sangat.

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masih lagi tidak terlewat

untuk aku ucap tahniah

di atas kehadirannya....

menggantikan aku

pastinya oh hidupmu

akan lebih bermakna

dan aku usah kau bimbang

walau kita pernah berkasihan

maafkanlah diriku ini

kerana tidak hadirkan diri

di hari persandinganmu

apakah kau ingin lihat

airmata ini berguguran

puaslah hatimu kini

memainkan perasaanku..

selama ini

masih terdengar janjimu

apapon jadi akulah pilihanmu

hingga sanggup aku singkir cinta yang lain

aku angankan pelamin indah

untuk kita berdua singgah

sayangnya....semua musnah

kau buat malamku jadi gerhana

dan hidupku tiada maknanya

hanya bernyawa namun tak bermaya

terkadang aku merasa menyesal

kerna telah sehabis daya

aku cinta dirimu oh kasih

AKHIRNYA AKU SENDIRI TERSISIH

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erm...act, lagu ni related sgt dgn kisah CINTA aku. Cinta yg tak kesampaian. I dun know, kenape 'die' sgt mempengaruhi n memberi kesan dlm hidup aku. I'm waiting for him for about 4 years in time, but i lost him with just the blink of eyes. And frankly, sepanjang 4 thn tu aku tak pernah pandang org lain. Tapi aku dan die umpama hubungan tanpa status, kadangkala aku rase diri aku ni istimewa dlm hatinya, kadangkala aku rase die x perlukan aku pon. i'm confius with my self but i still waiting for him. Fuhh, penangan cinta. Sampai pd 1 hari, he asked me for 'that type of question'. It sound like,''Will u marry me?". Owh, that time aku rase mcm flying without wings. And people out there, I bet u all, perempuan mane yg x happy n bahagie bile lelaki yg die idamkan selama ni propose die? Tell me....! It's like a damn appreciation u know. But, aku xdela terus terbang tanpa arah kan. I asked him whether he is serious or not becoz that thing is not funny to be categorised as JOKE. And the result is...HE's SERIOUS. Mestila aku dh ckp ngn mak aku kan. Then, my parents have no probs with it as they know him from the beginning. Tp, aku rase mcm terlalu awal n aku mtk mase but that doesn't mean that i'm rejected him. Erm...as times fly by, die pon berubah. Finally he said that we are meant to be friend only, tak lebih dari tu memandangkan both of us muda lg (23 thn tu muda ke?) and we're far apart (die di sane aku di sini). But i dun think that 'how far' is the best reason to end sumthing. Alasannya, we're still young and far apart. I kept that statement..hehe. Ok, gave him time. Lame gk die menyepi but I still hope for a miracle. i'm waiting...waiting...n..waiting...until 1 day, my friend called me n asked about 'his' marriage. Terkejut beruk aku, aku xtau ape2, & aku tertanye2 ape yg berlaku. Aku rase mcm mimpi. Kawan aku ckp die dpt kad jemputan kahwin 'die' tp dgn org lain. And she asked me..."is it true?? Who's that gurl. I thought it was u." Oh God, dugaan apakah ini. Aku teros called rumah & tanye mak. Ayah yg angkat time tu & tanpa segan silu aku tanye ayah, ade surat ape2 x utk org kt rumah. Ayah ckp ade, tp kad jemputan kawen dari 'die'. Lemah lutut aku rase. X lame lepas tu mak aku called & asked for my condition. Mak tanye aku ok ke? Mak ckp kad tu dh sampai 2 hari lepas tp mak xnak bgtau sbb biar aku tahu sendiri. Mak xnak aku sedey (psst...i share everything with my MOM, that's why I will never go a day without my MOM). Pastu mak byk bg semangat supaya aku keep strong. Mak ckp ade hikmah di sebalik semua tu. Then, mak suruh aku balik kg minggu tu. Mmg aku dh plan pon nk pulang, pulang kepangkuan ibuku agar bisa kuluahkan segala keperitanku. hehe. Tp, kesedihan, keperitan & kekecewaan tu mmg tak terucap. Kenapa bg alasan kt aku yg kami masih muda & duduk pon jauh2. Kenape x ckp je yg die dh ade org lain? And, at the time he proposed me, die dh bertunang. Ape salah aku kt die sampai begitu sekali die permainkan aku. He claimed that we're friend but for me a friend will never do such a thing like that to his/her friend, rite? And as for that, who i'm to him? Definately not as a friend....no...no. Mungkin aku bole anggap aku x pernah kenal die & x pernah berkawan dgn die, tp itu x cukup utk mengembalikan kepercayaanku, BEAUTIFUL LIAR! Dah 7 bln berlalu sejak hari kahwin die tp hati aku ni still perit lg. Aku x attend pon wedding day die. Mak pon x bg pergi. Aku just bg sms ucap "TAHNIAH" je. Act bukan tahniah for his wedding but tahniah sbb berjaya hancurkan hati aku yg sekeras batu nih. And, die balas msg tu sambil tanye whether aku akan dtg ke x majlis die. STUPID question. Did he expect aku akan pergi majlis die dgn hati yg gembire sambil membawa hadiah besar n pulang dgn bawak balik bunge telor die. I rather cut my neck than go to celebrate his big day. But, while I shed my tears I still pray for his happiness. Semoge kebahagiaan tu sentiasa milik die kerna die berhak untuk bahagia. Aku???....

Yesterday I Watched....THE KINGDOM

When a terrorist bomb detonates inside a Western housing compound in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia, an international incident is ignited. While diplomats slowly debate equations of territorialism, FBI Special Agent Ronald Fleury (Jamie Foxx) quickly assembles an elite team (Chris Cooper, Jennifer Garner, and Jason Bateman) and negotiates a secret five-day trip into Saudi Arabia to locate the madman behind the bombing. Upon landing in the desert kingdom, however, Fleury and his team discover Saudi authorities suspicious and unwelcoming of American interlopers into what they consider a local matter.Hamstrung by protocol—and with the clock ticking on their five days—the FBI agents find their expertise worthless without the trust of their Saudi counterparts, who want to locate the terrorist in their homeland on their own terms. Fleury’s crew finds a like-minded partner in Saudi Colonel Al-Ghazi (Ashraf Barhoum), who helps them navigate royal politics and unlock the secrets of the crime scene and the workings of an extremist cell bent on further destruction. With these unlikely allies sharing a propulsive commitment to crack the case, the team is led to the killer’s front door in a blistering do-or-die confrontation. Now in a fight for their own lives, strangers united by one mission won’t stop until justice is found in The Kingdom.

Warghhh...semalam aku tgk crite ni kt Mid Valley. Kawan Ana yg belanja (tq Kak Ida ^_^). It has been so long aku x tgk movie. Last movie yg aku tgk, ermm.. Transformers. Lepas tu lame aku x tgk wayang sbb aku merajuk ngn 'sumone' yg dh janji nk tgk Harry Porter ngn aku, tp x tgkpon. Sedey ~~ tp die xtau pon aku merajuk..hahahah. Aku merajuk sengsorang & aku gk yg pujuk diri sendiri ("xpela iema, nnt2 bole je tgk CD" ~~gitula bunyinye aku pujuk diri sendiri). Hmm..memula aku dgr mcm x berkenan je ngn crite ni tp sbb org blanje kan, xkan nk demand plak. 5 minit pertama tu mmg xde feel langsung aku tgk crite ni..tp lepas 5 minit aku dh mule rase kehangatannye. Jantung aku kdg2 terase berhenti berdegup...n setiap saat aku tgk dlm keadaan yg mendebarkan & x sabar menunggu aksi2 seterusnye. Hehehe. Crite ni thrill sgt...kisah perang, bom sane sini...aduh...bukan kategori jiwa aku. But, seriously lepas tgk aku rase btol2 satiesfy. X rugi tgk crite nih. Kat atas ni ade aku quote kan summary of the story. Sesape yg nk tgk wayang tp xde idea nk tgk crite ape? This movie is hardly recommended.

Skin Care

Today, aku nk cerite psl skin care yg aku pernah pakai. Disamping tu bole la kite share info. hehe.. Aku start pakai Skin Care ni sejak aku di bangku sekolah menengah lg. Tp mase tu kan zaman budak2 x berduit so mcm biasela...pakai Safi la, Oxy la, and so on... Itu sume x pyh cerite la kan. Tambahan pulak kulit aku ni jenis sensitif and susah nk carik produk yg betol2 sesuai dgn kulit aku. Kalo silap pakai produk, siapla kulit aku alergik. Sampaila pd 1 hari yg indah...cewahhh...time tu aku kt UPM. Zaman study la ni, ade sekumpulan chineese women bukak booth berdekatan food court. Ala2 nurse la diorg tu. One of them tegor aku n proposed aku utk buat skin test. Aku buat je la, tp beselakan salesperson akan cube sedaye upaya utk persuade org gune product die. Their product name, Selvert Thermal. Time tu mmg aku tgh mencarik 1 produk yg sesuai dgn kulit muke aku nih. Aku sanggup berhabis utk ni. Last2, aku beli gk 1 set...melayang RM700. Gilerla...aku gune duit PTPTN time tu. Nasib Baik loan dh masuk. Frankly, mmg produk ni bagus sgt, sampai sume org tegor muke aku byk perubahan. Aku mmg menggunakannye mengikut jadual n prosedur yg btol..ye la brg mahal. Bile dh hbs, aku x beli dh... xmampula mahal sgt. Erm...erm..

Then aku try pakai Clinelle setelah aku diyakinkan oleh beautician kt Guardian, IOI Mall. aku beli la trial pack. Murah je..x sampai RM50 pon.Balik je rumah...terus gune....Hmm, bole thnla produk ni tp aku x berape suke bau die... Ngade2 betol aku nih..^_^

Pastu aku try plak Body Shop punye produk. Before that aku refer dulu pd beautician die. Punyela berapi die promote produk ape yg aku bole gune n sesuai ngn muke aku. Aku ni plak jenis yg mudah percaye ngn org... yela, dh die keje kt situ mestila die tau ape yg die ckp. Die suggestkan aku produk for oily skin. Katenye sgt sesuai utk kulit aku yg sgt berminyak. Aku pon dgn tanpe membuang mase amikla 1 set...set besar plak tu. Dalam RM200 jugakla 1 set. Bukan trial pack. But, bile aku pakai produk tu, ia membuatkan kulit aku lg worst...lg berminyak n lg berjerawat...Arghhhhhhhhh, tensennye aku dgn keadaan tu. Then aku refer balik pd kedai Body Shop tu. Aku jumpe senior staff die. Aku ckpla aku gune produk die n kulit aku jd lebey bermasalah. Then, guess what?? Die ckp aku amik salah produk. Salah aku ke?????????? Then die mtk maaf atas kesalahan staff die. Aku x bole gune produk tu sepatotnye, aku kene gune lg 1 produk...Ah, aku ckp, "xpela...krg jd ape plak muke saye." Aku mmg dh marah time tu. Bole plak bg aku salah produk. Rase nk saman jek. Tp, seriuosly produk skincare bodyshop mmg x bagus utk kulit org ASIA (bak kate nadya). Huh. Aku menyesallllllllllllllll...........membazir btol.

And currently aku gune Sri Mawar...jelitamu mempersona....Act, bos aku yg introduce kedai ni sbb die selalu buat resdung treatment kt situ. kedai kawan die. Aku pon ade resdung yg agak teruk. So, 1 day aku ikotla bos aku ni g buat treatment n aku buat sekali la. Aku amik package terus, 5 kali. But, lepas aku buat sekali tu aku noticed that muke aku nampak lain. Kurang berminyak n jerawat semua kecut. Aku agak mungkin asap2 lilin tu punye kesan. Tp, kawan2 aku semua tegur kelainan muke aku. Second time aku pegi, aku tanye die pakai produk ape? Then the beautician introducela that product (Sri Mawar) kt aku. After 5 times, mmg aku rase btol kelainan muke aku, kawan aku ckp muke aku dh berseri, x kusam lg n xde jerawat dh..yg penting nampak lebey cerah n bermaya. Terus aku beli trial pack. Dalam RM 70 trial pack die. Skrg aku dh pakai set besar, RM260. Mmg x dinafikan. Muke aku byk perubahan setelah gune produk ni. Mule2 aku tawakkal and doa byk2 kat Allah swt, perelokkan la wajah aku ni. Finally i noticed that, it's work. Produk ni mmg bagus. Aku x tipu (psst...kwn aku aida pon terpengaruh utk menggunakan produk setelah mengagumi kesannye pd muke aku). And till now, aku masih gune produk ni. Tq very much to my boss sbb introduced kedai nih. Hehehe...bodek mtk naik gaji. lalalalala.. So, people out there, kalo ade sesape yg nk try, it's really recommended.^_^

Finally...

Alhamdulillah, akhirnye aku berjaye mem'publish' blog sendiri. Selame ni asyik bace blog n komen blog org lain je. Nk buat blog sendiri malas & sentiase ingt diri ni busy. Hari ni walaupon rase malas menguasai diri, aku gagahkan jua utk men'create' blog sndr. Aku ni pon jenis yg x suke sgt bercerite secare 'live' ttg kisah aku dgn org lain. Cerite suke duka kehidupan aku kebanyakkannya aku pendam sendiri. Bukan ape, aku takot mereka x dpt memahami & menyelami perasaan aku. Selalu kegembiraan, kesedihan, kebahagiaan & kedukaan aku tercurah dlm puisi. Kadangkala aku mengaitkan situasi aku seperti lagu. Hehe... Adakalanya aku menulis utk kepuasan, cukuplah deru angin membawa pergi keluh kesahku, hening malam penenang geloraku, doa kudus pencetus keyakinanku, erm...erm....hon apek jual gas n mamak jual roti irama pagiku (yg kdg2 pengganggu tidorku)... hahahahahaha.. Semoga sesiape yg terbace coretan aku ni tidak menghalang kebebasanku bersuara, tidak menghakimi aku tanpa suara dan tidak memandangku tanpa upaya. Gembiraku utk dikongsi, derita ku bukan utk diratapi.